A NEW PARADIGM

I need to take myself up into the next level.

I can feel I am on the edge, teetering around what has been my life up to now. I am there at the edge waiting to breakthrough. And so come the self-sabotaging patterns and cycles of pain and suffering.

I have to release them and break free.

Which will require more energy, more presence and a whole load more discipline.

I know what I want and I am in that feeling. Now as I go about actualizing it I am confronted with more limiting beliefs and past programming.

The feelings of overwhelm, overthinking and over-analysing all seek to drown me out, dilute me and dampen my spark.

I know who I am truly. I know what I want. I move in inspired action to do what it is I want to do most and share that with the world in a way that is authentic to me.

I am finding that authentic expression, underneath all of the fear of judgement, of ridicule and of loss of love.

I watch as my fear passes through me.

So this painful process of releasing emotions, reprogramming, living in discomfort and truly finding my own path to walk is the journey.  Alchemising this resistance into alignment in the work.